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Name: Hubert
Country: Malaysia
Birthday: 3/7/1987
Gender: Male
Interests: sports, anime, girls
Expertise: Bullshiting, craptalking
Occupation: Student
Industry: Engineering
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Member Since:
7/5/2005
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| Amazing....this is my second blog in 24 hours. I am a total wreck. I
have a bad flu and a throbbing headache and a midterm test in 6 hours
time. My mind is hazy and blur, can't seem to focus and everything
seems to pass by in a daze.....i have no idea how the heck am i gonna
sit for my enginnering maths midterm. Boy, am i screwed....It's like
getting hit by a trailer just to stand up and get run over by a train.
After being run down by a train, you get whacked by a wrecking ball and
get shot in the ass with a .44 magnum. And on the way to the
hospital....u're ambulance crashes into a stormdrain throwing your
half-dead body straight into the stormdrain whereby the rising
water in the stormdrain washes you into a croc infested river. There
you float helplessly phasing in and out of consciousness as hungry
crocs surround you in a feeding frenzy......just any moment now....the
crocs will start attacking you and tear your body apart...limb from
limb......i don noe where i'm going from here neither do i noe what in
the world i'm talking about......but anyways....i think i'm seriously
losing it....can't wait till the midterms are over...and after
midterms, i guess i'll be checking into a mental hospital for much
needed tratment be4 i really lose it and turn into a deranged murdering
pschopath type
person.......lalalalalalala......muahahahahaha.....(sinister insane
laughter) *thunder* *lightning* (like in the movies......)
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| Been ages since i last blogged.....i'm back just to blow off some
steam. I am so dissappointed with myself....screwed up my midterm tests
again. Dunno if i'll fail my midterms but i think i did really poorly.
I really dunno why....The older i get, the more i study......the harder
everyth becomes. I missed those days in form 5 when u can pay little
attention in class, study a little and you will still be able to pass
tests. Nowadays, you pay attention in class and spend hours in da
library and still you screw up ur midterms....I guess this is a taste
of da adult world. You gain everyth through hard work and sweat. No
more free lunches and spoon feeding. Survival of da fittest, the strong
survive and the weak perish....I'm still pissed with myself.......i
really could've done better....shouldn't have made those stupid
careless mistake. I really should have studied more and i have to learn
to be clam during my exams. I seem to have also lost my self confidence
lately....so sad.....low self confidence can actually affect your exam
results....Life is really full of shit, you jump out of the frying pan
just to land in the fire....life throws curveballs just one after
another. As soon as u're through with one challenge, another is right
around da corner. It really really sux but life won't be as interesting
without these sucky and shitty times. So wad's the use of crying over
spilt milk and being dissapointed at myself for wad happened. I should
be looking towards tmr and finding ways to tackle these pain in the ass
challenges dat life throws at me. Life throws a curveball so you hit a
homerun. You're given lemons so make lemonade. ( I'm trying
really hard to motivate myself here)......not really working...i guess
i'll just sleep over it.....let tmr worry for itself and wad's done is
done. By the way, won't be going back this midterm break. Will be stuck
in Melaka....will be missing kch FEST.....so farking
pissed....wad to do.....got test right after midterm break....will
spend my precious hols studying in da library....really need to work
hard starting from now.....but still, so sad.....sad sad sad.....O
well, life just crapped on me big time, as i always say, shit happens
so i am dealing with it....I am grateful though coz i still have this
life, my family and also my frens...God too. Which reminds me, last
sunday, a fellow mmu student, my senior, passed away after falling 18
floors from his apartment.....wad a tragedy for his family and
friends...really feel sorry for him....really do pray dat his soul can
rest in peace.....Well, it is things like dat dat reminds us to not
take our life for granted and cherish all those who are around us....I
guess dat's all for now.....signing out.......
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| Ah, valentine's day is here again.......another chance for loving
couples to show each other how much they care and mean to each other. A
special day to proof and show one's love for the opposite sex. Come to
think of it valentine's day is not such a bad idea, quite a nice one
actually........only problem is, it has become too commercialised and
over-exploited. Businessmen will jump at this golden opportunity that
we call valentine's day to cash-in and make quick, big bucks. They
capitalise on this chance to hike up the prices for roses and other
valentine's day gifts desecrating the true meaning of valentine's day.
A sacred day to show how much a couple loves each other will be
desecrated just like dat. But why, why must 1 wait for valentine's day
to show their loved ones how much they love them ? if u really love
them shouldn't everyday be valentine's ? wouldn't u want to cherish
them and show that u love them every chance u get......every day, every
hour and every second. wouldn't it be ridiculous for a couple to fight
and quarrel everyday then make up on valentine's day. So i think one
shouldn't splurge too much on valentine's day....on the contrary try to
show ur loved ones how much u care and love them everyday. Most
importantly, it's not how expensive or extravagant one's gift is, it's
da thought that counts. Well i guess dat's all for now.....until i find
sumth else to criticise......ciao !!!!!!
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| Lalala.......3.00 sumth in da morn.......dunno wad to do........update my blog lo... haven't outdated my blog for ages....seems like an eternity. Xmas is just round da corner, a time for sharing, caring and those lovey-dovey stuff. Ppl wud be at home wif da frens and family celebrating Xmas 2gether....having fun.......but me....i'm pretty screwed wif noth much to do in mlk. Most of my frens went back to their hometown while i'm stuck here with 3 days of hols and noth to do. Planned to catch kong but cinema fully booked. I'm not one too complain but.......wad the heck...i can't help it. Gonna be a sucky Xmas....well there's owez next year. The funny thing is i don actually feel depressed, just bored i guess. Who'd wanna be playing dota on Xmas at my apartment....Sigh.....life sucks and shit really really happens alot...gotta deal wif it sumhow......Anyways, to those back in Kch, Merry Xmas ya ! Enjoy urselves ! | | |
| I hate physics.....bloody loathe it !!! Nothing in da world frustrates
me more than having to do physics questions coz it's so bloody
confusing. Sometimes i really wonder why i'm taking engineering. Is
being an engineer really my dream job ??? Is this wad i really want to
do ? I dunno man.......coz mayb da reason i'm taking
engineering is bcoz i'm conforming to the society's standard.
Bcoz of da fact dat i'm a science student it means i have to become an
engneer or a doctor.The society requires us to get a good education and
become a successful person in the future. But is really becoming a
proffesional like an engineer or doctor the only way to gauge one's
success? Mayb i'm doing wad i'm doing becoz of my parents...bcoz dat's
wad they want me to do ! and i sure can't let them down.......but if we
took a moment to remember our childhood days....back when things were
so simple, innocent and pure.....we did have our own hopes and
dreams.....our dream jobs.....jobs like actors, policemen, jet pilot, a
chef, race car driver or even a stuntman.....those were the jobs dat we
dreamt we would have when we grow up. Those were da good old childhood
days....But as time goes on......those hopes and dreams kinda
dissappear and turn into oblivion........in the end we end up
conforming to the society's standards and end up doing wad the society
wants us to do. I think da majority out there are not studying wad they
actually want to study. 20 years down the road i might find myself
stuck in a job which i hate with no future prospects at
all........kinda sad isn't it ? wouldn't it be nice if we
could let all da worries go and just for once do sumth dat we trully
love....but dat's not da case izzit....the irony of this world....I
might not get my dream job but luckily i still have my other
dream......to start a family with the one i love and raise wonderful
kids.....let dat eventually be a testament of my success.....not
what i do or end up becoming......
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